i've seriously applied for like 50 jobs over the summer (conservative estimate).......most places say they're taking apilications (which doesn't mean shit besides that) and those few that were for sure hiring (maybe 20 of those 50 ) would rather hire someone who got laid off from a better job than someone trying to get their first.
out of those like 50 applications i got 2 interviews...the first they hired someone else with more experience, the second i was actually told they'd have me work weekends and that i should come in the following week to make it offical (that was today, they were supposed to call yesterday......long story short they either forgot to call me or had no recollection of them hiring last week and no clue as to why i showed up there asking what was going on).
it's pretty fucking gay.
and to further compound this i haven't drank since like springtime, haven't gotten high on anything other than low grade painkillers since around the same time.........the drugs due mainly to employee drug testing, both due to the fact that i have no fucking money.
and of course to further compound shit i live in an area that is spread out pretty far, i have friends that live like 5 miles away and others that live a good half hour away.....no car or any money to actually do shit with if i had one and gas.
so ya shit's been really *****g for me, and it all essentially revolves around my inability to get a decent amount of money do to not getting a job.
living in an area where all the kids at my old school were driving used lexuses and mustangs and get a shitload of money to do whatever they want makes it even worse to a degree.
so ya, anyone else having a shitty time being fucking broke and bored?



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