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Amphetamine Abuse

tmz — Sun, 29 Mar 2009 05:38:07 GMT

i feel the need to share this. because it's what happens when one disreguards drug safety and warning signs.

has anyone else experienced damage to their nasal passage/throat/tonsils/tongue from over using amphetamines? (or any other snorted drug?)

this is such an unhappy story....

about a month my whole mouth got a random viral infection. i got crazy ulcers in my mouth and my left tonsil actually got a small but visable hole in it, which has yet to heal. i ended up in the emergency room because it started spreading through my face and my tonsils were actually closing my throat. it sucked. i stopped smoking and snorting until the infection was gone.
it looked like this when it first kinda broke out:

a week and a few days later, the infection was mostly gone, my tonsils were still mildly swollen, but whatever. i went back to my speed and two days into my speed binge the infection came back. so i quit again for like five days until it mostly went away. well thats brings the story to like yesterday when i blew 220mg of a provigil/adderall mix. it stung like a motherfucker. which was something new for me. when i went to check the inside of my nose to make sure nothing was visible, i noticed very raw looking tissue with some cuts in it. (for the record i lost a good portion of my nose hair a while ago). for some reason i brushed it off.

today, i made the good decision to blow 240 of the provigil/adderal mix. it hurt so fucking bad i actually winced and kinda screamed and my eyes watered for ten minutes. my throat/back of my mouth has been sore all day and look like hell. it looks kinda like i have a bad rug burn in my mouth. but with unhappy tonsils and small ulcers...

anyway, i'm quitting speed for good. it's gonna suck hardcore but i clearly have a problem. tips for beating amphetamine addiction would be loved <3.

moral of the story:
don't let this happen to you.
if you notice a sore throat after heavy powder snorting, recognize the problem and stop til your mouth heals up entirely. dont think itll go away fast cos it doesnt and its miserable.

i feel like a total idiot for getting to the point where the inside of the left side of ym nose is covered in scabs and i have a legit hole in my left tonsil. i ignored every possible warning sign that i was developing a severe addiction and totally let it take control of me. fucking hell.

Provigil

tmz — Sat, 28 Mar 2009 14:31:34 GMT

i got some provigil thursday. 200 mg tablets.
it makes me feel beautifully aware and focused and SO DAMN HAPPY.
i did some research on the active drug (modinil or something liek that i cant remember...) but anyway what a happy drug it is!

yesterday i mixed 200mg of provigil with 20 of adderal and i have to say it was epic euphoria. i highly reccommend it.

but
i was curious if anyone has had more expereince with provigil?
and whether or not its highly dangerous to mix it with amphetamines.

amphetamine psychosis?

tmz — Sat, 21 Mar 2009 03:28:48 GMT

anyone know anything about it?
i cant find any decent information. well, i found info, but its all like basic description stuff. i was wondering if anyone has had any experiences with it at all? whether it be with himself or someone he knows
thanks in advance

fire...fail

tmz — Sun, 22 Feb 2009 07:05:44 GMT

i have such idiot friends. i dont know how they didnt start a forest fire.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1EXa85fnkbo

hey thar

tmz — Sun, 22 Feb 2009 06:43:27 GMT

hi. i'm gemma.

i'm 18.

i'm from milford, massachusetts. which used to be one of the top 10 drug trafficing towns in the us. yay drug trafficing!

i collect lighters. because you never know when you might need fire.

i'm a speedfreak.

i also enjoy copious and possibly dangerous amounts of caffine.

i'm a betta fish fanatic. i have two and they are my WORLD.

i borderline on nymphomania. go me!

i like spraypainting stuff. i'm pretty good at art in general. check out my shit at www.tmzee.deviantart.com