heroinjunky - yeah i've swallowed thousands worth of balloons bro from paranoia off the coke thinkin i was bein' followed by the cops... it sucks havin' to puke em' up huh

rotterdamn - suprisingly yes even tho ur baked right now, i understood what you were tryin to say lol and i agree... regular life totally sucks now and even tho I've been clean a while from that hardcore shit I still think about it everyday and want some but the only thing stoppin me is knowin' that I'll fail a piss test and go to jail again.

I understand coke makes you paranoid but that isnt a forsure that your paranioa is true. Why would\do cops target coke junkies more then meth and heroin and what not.

i've only had to do that twice, miami is a quick stop always, after that incident i put a day into inventing a stash spot, easy to access and never accessible to those who arent aware. i do agree that life is sooo fucking boring, i dont have enough funds to support that lifestyle yet. all i can do now is look back at the times i thought i was going to die in the hood, or the stupid shit i did, and laugh hysterically. i never really have done coke without a comedown, and i never experienced paranoia, just euphoria, followed by euphoria. nothin beats speedballs.

Yeah I hear its intense. I would love to try it once. Along with Special K and a combo of acid dxm and shrooms in a large dose.

speedballs is the end. once you do a speedball, you have flirted with the kings of both drug worlds. it really doesnt get anybetter than that, i was mildly addicted to heroin, after my first seedball, it was an everyday thing. i know why kurdt and staley chose drugs, if i had money like them i would do the same thing. i knew someone that worked in a vets office who did special k, i started doing drugs too late in the game, when i was ready he had got busted. what have you done

Bud
Shrooms
LSD
Pure mdma
Mdma with heroin
Mdma with meth
(based) ^
Countless adderal
DXM
Pcp

i sometimes forget marijuana is a drug, use it too much. whats mdma like, i read its the basic ingrediant for X, "sasha shulgin". and i heard pcp is somewhat like acid, you can dip ciggerretes in it, also called getting wet, and trip for hours.

Yeah bro when I started doing coke I just totally lost all sense of reality cuz I'd stay up for days at a time and start seeing shadow creatures and shit you know and i couldn't even watch tv or nuthin without looking over my shoulder every 5 seconds cuz I was so wigged out with paranoia. I don't know why I get such bad paranoia with coke but it sucks. That's how I got addicted to cocaine was through shootin' up heroin and then trying speedballs... then i started to like the feeling of shooting coke better than heroin (the best feeling in the world if you ask me). So I was only doing heroin just to not get dope sick and mostly doin' coke after a while and that's when I OD'd on the shit.

some kid in my school took a bunch of acid and coke and freaked out. He ran around the school half naked and started throwing books and shit. At one point he tried to strangle some girl and the principal tried to stop him but he punched him in the face. (he had a black eye 4 a week) It took about 6 cops to wrestle him down.

right now i just chuged a good 14 shots of rum, everything is fine now, i was recently trying to build my tolerance of drug use by watching a lot of movies and youtube videos of drugs, i had to calm down with alcohol. now that i am really intoxicated, that shit with the acid is funny as hell, and assrot, i see your from pennsylvania, i was just there in allentown and the poconos, i found a lot of potential drug areas, where you from, and verdict, what part of tennessee are you from, me grandma is in fayetville, and if there is herion and coke there, then thats where i need to relocate. in advance its been a while since i got drunk so im sorry for my drunkedness