Alright, Fear and Loathing being said... Been about two months on a new trip. So far: uninterrupted I've consumed DMT once, prepared from kit # 3. Smoked a fucking shit load of weed. Taken handfulls of HBWR seeds for the past week and a half. Mass amounts of DXM containing pills in the right combo cause I'm sick. Melatonin almost every night. I need to get some Valerian and vit. B- 6. I'm schizophrenic already (to say the least) and I'm 2 months into this journey so far.

dam pharmie your really putting your body through the test, whats the goal of the experiment

to see if i can maintain a constant lifelong near death experience.

Ok so I undertsand your insane and like to test your limits but I didnt understand the point in your thread... Maybe I have just lost my mind.

there's no point to anything I do. I'm already half drunk. I was drunk yesterday when I threaded this... DMT... Has anyone here every studied Nietzsche? Nhilism? My psyche is fixated by the theory he presented in 'Thus Spake Zarathustra'

No but I have heard of Nhilism many times just never had the chacne\bothered to get into it.

All I know is greek mythology is some insane shit.

That really isn't all that many drugs.

i have studied nietzche, and many other philosophers, and rotterdam he german, and its not mythology, nihilism is the belief of no moral values and destruction. i would do the same thing if i had the money. i have too much time.

i love that idea... hows it going?

Pretty fucking... um... i'm not sure yet, actually.