The only drug I've ever been truly addicted to is dex. I could not function without it for several years. After a farly long stent in a State Hospital every time I tried taking it I got fucking sick as hell. I've tried everything to keep it down but for some reason it won't oblige. Are they putting ipicac extracts in shit now or am I dosing wrong or what. The static mantis demons are calling me home and I wanna go back damnit.