ok i was just wondering if anyone else on this site has real issues with trusting people. i dont trust people and i remain suspicious of everyone and everything until im proven wrong.
this is sadly wittling away at my conscience, because my suspicion is tearing away at the relationships with my friends and family
anyone else got problems with this

i have trust issues, there is no one i trust, there is only so much trust i can put into a person and there are a hand full well probably like 2 who i can trust to that point.

other then that they are all out to get us they might not kno it now or mean to but they all seem to just screw us over in the end.

wow, its like you understand me and we are meant for each other.
i just dont trust anyone unless they can go against the grain to earn it, my trust is worth more to my friends than jesues's testicles because the ones i do trust are
1) not alive
2) far, far away
3) able to count them all on my fingers and one foot worth of toes

i always wanted to be not meant for each other. :P

but yea its like if i first meet someone i wont automaticlly think they are up to somethng but i wont trust them either til they give me a reason for either you kno its like on a number scale they are at a zero but if they fuck up they can go intot he negative numbers or if they do something somewhat trust worthy they can maybe slowly inch thier way into positiveness. but i seriously like if someone fucks up just once i dont let that go cause i dont think people change that easily and once i cant trust you even a little bit i doubt i ever will and that seems to be bout 99.99 percent of people i meet i dont even trust my own family they do things day after day that just get me down cause i cant trust them at all!

one friend i trust who has never let me down, and been there for a lot of shit and is pretty smart so i trust thier judgement as well. but there still that like everyone else has been somewhat let downs so i can feel like i trust that friend %100.

i wish i had a friend like that but he got scalped and bled to death, so nope, thats why i get on this forum alot, cuz unless you are a hacker, yall cant do real damage with words

What the fuck? He was scalped?

scalped? what the hell did the attacker have a cowboy and indian fantasy? who the hell does that? you dont have to answer that. sorry to hear that.

but yea that one friend is pretty far away right now so its pretty much just me alone surrounded by family i dont trust and a few friends who are just something to past the time with kind of hate most of them but have very few options being away from the majority of my real good friends.

Yeah, I'm pretty damn sorry for that too. Really, I apologize to both of you especially since I live with someone who I completely trust.

I trust no one but my gun

well, we we in Arizona, me and my buddy were hangin out.
we were walkin around town and these Apaches (like 7) made us go into this little alleyway type sewage drain and pulled out fuckin switches and butterfly knives. they said if we screamed we both died, and my buddy tried to call for help an they just grabbed his hair and started hackin away at his head, but i didnt want to die so i kept my mouth shut, about 5 min later some old guy came around cuz i guess he heard all the commotion and they ran off and i never saw the damn indians again. but im watin for someone to come say thats a bullshit story so o well