Have you ever thought that you were crazy? And I don't mean like those cute little catch phrases you see on t-shirts about voices in your head....I mean, have you actually considered the possibility that you were actually crazy?

Usually I think that everyone else are the crazy ones, other times I think to myself that, maybe i'm so caught up in this little world of mine, full of drugs, alcohol, sleepless nights, violence, debauchery and thievery, that maybe i'm actually the one who is crazy.....Y'know that maybe the rest of the world is right, and i'm actually wrong and don't notice it, but if I didn't notice it why am I having this revelation?

Like I said, i've thought about the possibility before, but what got me to thinking about it harder is a few nights ago I did Acid for the 4th time the other night, stayed up all night drinking countless beers, canadian whiskey and banana rum. Stayed up ALL night, and then chugged 2 monster energy drinks and smoked some weed for the first time in about a month....My head was spinning, but fucking obviously......Thoughts were just racing through my head, about death, me being crazy, and what if one day I actually went insane and I didnt have control over what I did anymore. Total blackout.....

I feel like this alot, lately, more than usual, sick ideas run through my head I dont even want to mention here, always got death in the back of my head, always paranoid and fucking nervous that im going to blackout one day, or lose control or that the rest of my life is pointless. Things that I used to think were important, just dont anymore.....I get cold chills and my mood changes dramatically, etc. etc........Anyways.....

What do yall think? Think I should see a therapist? Or just ride it out.....How about you? Ever thought you were crazy?

You are'nt smoking enough weed.

No shit, I fucking hate probation.

they have these things now called psychiatric hospitals. you should check one out

if you think you are crazy YOU ARE NOT CRAZY.

people who are actually crazy have no clue they are they think they are completely normal.

and dude trust me i KNOW EXACTLKY WHAT YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT, i think of fuckedc up things too.


you're fine

It took you this long to figure it out? We knew the whole time ...no, but Superfly beat me to it. If you're thinking clearly enough to wonder if you're crazy... then you're not crazy. But maybe temporarily delusional